ROCK!
I’m listening to a really awesome song. It’s one of those songs that just make you feel good about yourself. Well, thats what it does to me.
Except when it gets towards the end, it’s pretty lame. I only actually like till about 1:55.
Awesomeness. Sorry, I linked the first video I found. -.- It’s pretty freaking lame, but whatever. It’s the music that matters. Let the music speak.Music should color the world.
I like this line the best:
“Because when I arrive,
I, I bring the fire.
Make you come alive,
I can take you higher.”
My fingers smell like cigarettes. It’s so disgusting. I had stopped for about .. 4 days, and then the stress was getting to me. I started being really fidgety and just… my nerves were acting up and I couldn’t take it anymore. So, I’ve started it all over again. Back to square one! First time ever that I’ve gone back. It’s pathetic. Moving on is suddenly difficult.
Well, it was difficult after the whole boyfriend-breakup-thing. But since then, it’s been a steady recovery. And now, it’s like I’ve hit rock bottom all over again while still standing on top of a high mountain. The world’s all gone wrong. I feel like a demonstration of Goffman’s theory, you know the one with the different masks and multiple selves etc. Yeah.
I may just be mentally ill, but I haven’t checked the DSMIV and I don’t plan on. That classification guide is all wrong.
Right, bye. Gotta work!
chloë replied:
i love this song it’s currently on a cd i made in my car
:)
it definitely gets your spirt high
perhaps it’s not the best time for you to be trying to quit smoking(?)
hope you’re feeling emotionally better soon x
March 15, 2009 at 1:46 PM. Permalink.
Christopher Mathew replied:
My sister introduced me to that song, and despite trying to hate it, I find myself singing along.
My parents heavily smoke. It has affected my life in so many ways. I smell like smoke constantly and am always bugged at school about it. Also, it’s shedding years off of their life. Quitting is hard, and right now might not be the time to do it. But I hope you do before you realize that so much time has passed that it has become an inseparable part of you. I say all of this because I am so passionately against it and I see you as a great person who should walk the Earth for as possible.
Anyway, listen to your get-up-and-go songs, let those get you through the day. And my favorite quote from Elizabethtown (a movie I have not seen, but this quote stood out to me while my sister was watching it) might be of some assistance: “You Have Five Minutes to wallow in the delicious misery. Enjoy It. Embrace It. Discard It. and Proceed.”
Firerocket: I watched that movie! And that is my favorite line from it too! In fact, it’s on a nice blue post it note, stuck to the wall in my room.
March 18, 2009 at 12:07 AM. Permalink.